One way I pleasure myself

I shut down the computer. As usual half sad, and half ecstatic after talking to you. Sad that you live so far away, ecstatic that you bring me to such heights. We talked of many things, but sex and yearning, touching and desires high above them today. Your words on the screen a magic. I am hot now, in all ways – sweating from the heat of summer, and wet from need. Alone.

I decide on a shower, the coolness of the water soothing me as it calms my turmoiled body.
I strip off the shorts and tank, hair down around my shoulders as I stand in the mirror, naked. I stop and appraise myself. Not bad. Truly. For a 35 year old, not bad. Need to firm up though. And once again I vow to start eating better and exercising more.

I bring my wine with me though. The cool white I started with our talk. Soon the water courses around me, cooling my skin, but I slowly heat it up, not crazy about cold showers.
But my body refuses to calm down. I stay hot and bothered, my pussy wet with its need,. I touch her and feel her swollen lips. Her wetness. Her desire for release. To be pummeled and taken. As you spoke of. I know then I need to cum, now here in the shower.

I get out and grab a few things and come back in, dripping water around me. I turn the shower head to massage mode and feel the pulsing blasts of water hitting my skin. I take it down and play it over my body, my arms, my belly, my breasts, feel it's hard pulse hit my nipples. I tug and pull them as the water hits them, massaging the breasts with the water. I continue to play the water over me, teasing my pussy with it's pulse, but not truly letting it hit my clit. I come much to quickly that way.

I bend over and direct it to my ass, massaging my cheeks with it. feeling the water pulse and spray as it covers me with its heat. I finger my ass, then direct the stream there. Letting it pulse and spray directly on my tender hole. I gasp as it hits, forcing me to flinch. But keep it there. Letting some of it go up my hole, cleansing me. I feel the need for fulfilment so much now.

I take a butt plug I got and slowly, teasingly insert it, pretending you are watching me. I slowly ease it into my ass, feeling it stretch and fill me. Moaning, wanting it to be your cock. I stand and feel it there. I cannot release it, or you will be so angry. I take a clothespin I have and clip it to my nipple. The pain courses through me as I pull and twist it. Instantly a rush a wetness seeps from my pussy. I imagine you standing there, demanding more of me.

I bend over and spread my ass cheeks in your direction, so you see the butt plug filling my ass, stretching it for your cock. Then, still bent over I pull at the clothespin till I cry out, swiftly thrusting a vibrator up my pussy - harder and harder I thrust, feeling it fill me, feeling it against the plug in my ass. Wanting to cum so badly now, I beg you for permission, but you deny me.

More, you want more. I turn the vibrator on, slowly caressing my clit and lips with it, driving myself insane with the water hitting me, the plug in my ass, the clip on my nipple. I switch it to the other nipple, the release almost as painful as the clipping of it. I moan again. One leg up on the side of the tub so you can see my fingers.

I thrust first one then the other into my pussy, all the while running the vibrator over my clit and outer lips. But still you want more. I turn and bend over again, showing you my filled ass. I pull out the plug, slowly, letting you see my ass cling to it, trying to keep it in. Then slowly, almost painfully, I start to slide the larger vibrator in, still on. My ass is tight and needs coaxing, but I am so hot and turned on at you watching that I soon had an inch in, then more.

Then, in one push, I bury it in my ass, almost falling over with the sensation. The pain and pleasure both. My pussy is dripping now with my need. I lean way over so you can see the vibrator sticking up my ass, my fingers thrusting into my pussy. I lean over, begging for  permission. One hand twisting and pulling at my nipples and the clothespin, the other touching and finger fucking my hot pussy. The vibrator is humming and vibrating harder, as my ass cannot help but move in time with me hand.

Yes, my dear. Now you can cum.

I thrust three fingers deep inside, twist a nipple even harder and thumb my clit. In one last cry I cum, over and over again, feeling the waves of passion wash over me, like the water. I can not stand and sink to my knees, the heel of my foot holding the vibrator in my ass, driving it further in, causing me to cum again. I writhe and cry out there, at the bottom of the tub, my body no longer in control.

Then I lay there, the water washing over me. calming me.

I just simply lay there awhile, the vibrator still humming, keeping me on edge. I slowly pull it out, my ass reluctant to give it up. My nipples sore and red from the clip, but so sweet and sensitive to the touch. My pussy soaked, her juices still flowing as she twitches. I slowly come back to earth as I realize...

I need to take another shower.